by Joyce Meyer
Jesus said, Go; it shall be done for you as you
have believed.
(Matthew 8:13)
Sometimes when I stand behind the pulpit, and
before I speak, I pause and my gaze sweeps across the audience. I look at the
faces of the people. I love to see the bright smiles and expressions of
anticipation, but there are always a few who look downtrodden and discouraged.
I don’t know anything about them and I don’t want to judge them, but their
faces look sad. They look as if they have lost hope and expect nothing positive
to happen—and too often, they get exactly what they expect. I understand those
discouraged people; I was once one of them.
Here’s a simple fact I’ve learned: Positive minds
produce positive lives, but negative minds produce negative lives. The New
Testament tells the story of a Roman soldier whose servant was sick, and the
soldier wanted Jesus to heal him. That wasn’t uncommon—many wanted Jesus to
heal them or their loved ones in those days. But this soldier, instead of
asking Jesus to come to his servant, expressed his belief that if Jesus would
just speak the word, his servant would be healed (see Matthew 8:8). Jesus
marvelled at his faith and sent out His word to heal the servant. The soldier’s
positive mindset—his faith—brought positive results. He expected healing, and
that’s exactly what happened.
Too often, we cry to Jesus to heal us, to take care
of our finances, or to deliver us from problems, but we don’t fully expect the
good things to happen. We allow our minds to focus on the negative aspects.
Doubt and unbelief war against our minds and steal our faith if we allow it.
As I wrote in my book Battlefield of the Mind, many
years ago I was extremely negative. I used to say that if I had two positive
thoughts in a row, my mind would get in a cramp. That’s an exaggeration, of
course, but that’s how I saw myself. I lived with the same philosophy that
other people have: If we don’t expect anything good to happen, we won’t be
disappointed when it doesn’t.
I could have excused my negative attitude by
telling everyone about my disappointments in life—and I had many. It wasn’t
just my lack of expectation. It was more than that. Because I thought
negatively, I spoke negatively. When people told me of their spiritual
victories, I’d think, That won’t last. When people spoke of their faith, I’d
smile, but inwardly I would think that they were gullible. I could always
figure out ways that plans would go wrong or people would disappoint me.
Was I happy? Of course not. Negative thinkers are
never happy. It’s too long of a story to explain how I came to face that
reality, but once I realized what a negative person I was, I cried out to the
Lord to help me.
I learned that if I kept studying the Word of God,
I could push away negative thoughts. God’s Word is positive and uplifting. My
responsibility was to become the kind of believer who honors God with her
thoughts, as well as with her actions and her deeds.
I understood the remorse David must have felt when
he wrote Psalm 51: “Have mercy upon me, O God, according to Your steadfast love
. . .” is the way he starts. I especially meditated on verse 9: “Hide Your face
from my sins and blot out all my guilt and iniquities.” I hadn’t sinned the
same way David did, of course, but my negative thinking and bad attitude was
sin. It wasn’t just weakness or a bad habit. When I focused on negative
thinking, I was rebelling against God.
The Lord had mercy on me. As I continued in His
Word and in prayer, He freed me from Satan’s stronghold.

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